The Story of My Life

The month of December was definitely crazy. It was going really good at first and everything was in place. I was working and getting along with everyone I typically nitpick with. I opened presents with Dana on Christmas Eve because he had to work on Christmas Day. I started arguing with him and decided it wasn't going to work after almost three years. I was tired of arguing. A couple of weeks later I got news that no one was expecting to hear or come so soon. The test was positive and so was the doctors. No I'm not broadcasting this on here for everyone to read and talk about. Most of everyone knows because news spreads like wild fire around here. I'm writing it because I never really had the chance to talk about it. Everyone thinks that it's so easy to be having a kid, but I'm here t tell you it's not. I would never have an abortion no matter what. Part of this was my fault and I know this. It's really scary and I just hope everything turns out okay. In the end I'll look back and I know I'll be happy about the outcome being my baby. But then I think about all of the stuff I'll never be able to do. You think going to prom and school events is no biggie, but when everyone's gone that's what they are going to miss the most. High school is supposed to be "the best years of our lives' and when you think about it they will be. Sure you'll go off and do other things, but for now we have it so easy and take advantage of that. I'm not here to say that just because I'm having a baby makes it right, I'm saying that it's a lot harder and stressful than you think.